Tuesday, March 15, 2005
i hate my life.
i can't wait to leave my family. the moment i have the money, i'm outta here.
there's no love in this family. my mother is always harping on my bad points instead of my good points, and always the same old thing, 'YOUR ATTITUDE SUCKS!!'
i honestly feel that i'm getting better. i'm treating my brothers much more better now, and instead of losing my temper at the trival-est of things, i try to just let go.
i am trying. honestly.
but she didn't see it. all she sees is a fucking girl who's a burden to everybody in the family. and i bet she regrets giving birth to such a daughter like me.
i want to be out of here. out of this hellhole.
because i cannot take it anymore.
Written at 1:55 pm